2015 Wrap Up

i wanted to do a post sharing my thought on the year of 2015, as today is New Years Eve i thought it would be nice to reflect on some thoughts of mine. First off i'd like to thank all of you guys that come to see the weird posts that i put on here from time to time and although i don't have anyone that comments on my posts just knowing that someone is possibly looking at this makes me happy, and in the end of the day this blog is for me, and i hope people realize what i mean when i say this, i mean that this blog is something i would personally like to look back at and remember my teenage years or my young adult years and reminisce on. Without further ado let's begin!! So i would say that 2015 had a lot in store for me, there were a lot more good days then bad so i'd give a plus for that, but 2015 was a year my life shifted from a teenager in high school who was about to graduate to a young adult going into her first year of college, and it meant a lot to me knowing that i had help along the way for that, and i couldn't be any happier of what 2015 has brought in store for me like my first tattoo, me getting over my fear of driving, meeting new people and hanging out with old ones, it was all sooo nice and i loved that, i was able to explore my own emotions and be more independent and prove to myself that i can get through it all as long as i told myself i could because my worst enemy is essentially myself, and this year was a reflection of who i became as a person, i learn so much about myself each and every single day and it's incredible, i got to love so many great people and appreciate them for who they are, and that's beautiful in itself, so thank you 2015, for being a great year, on to the next i suppose ;) 2016.. here I come.

My Jail Time in Spain Dream - 12/31/15

so yet again i had another dream and this time it toke place  with me being in jail although i wasn't sure of what my crime was and how i got there but i saw that i was in jail and then all of a sudden this man comes in with a gun and shoots some of the prison guards and i was able to escape the jail and so i went running and i saw the man shooting at multiple innocent people while he was running away as well so i tried my best to avoid where he was going off to because i wasn't sure if he wanted to kill me as well, and then some time passed on and suddenly i was in Spain



and i was also trying to run and escape from there because i think i was then pronounced as a fugitive because i was on the run from the police, and i saw that the spanish police was coming after me because they got a call saying there was a fugitive in their country, so great i start running and then i fins myself lost because i keep on looking around trying to see where the best location i can hide in but i avoided that too so i just kept on moving never standing just constantly moving and then i find a gorgeous man that kept looking at me and he had a really slender face with black long hair that was in a ponytail...


he didn't exactly look like this but this is the best photo i could find that resembled how he looked like, but either ways this gorgeous man kept looking at me and saw that i was a bit frustrated so he decided to help me and he ran with me and we went through stairs, tons of stairs and different pillars to outrun the police but then soon enough he sacrifices himself because he knew i would get caught if he didn't so he slowed down and told me to keep running and later on he was caught by the police and that is where my dream ends, or what i could remember from it.

now for the dream meaning!!

Jail - May suggest not feeling free to express yourself.
May represent the way your crib was perceived when you were a baby.
May represent a temporary place to put disruptive parts of yourself.
May represent feeling guilty about something.
May suggest feeling locked up emotionally.

Spain - May represent a desire for adventure.
May symbolize planning a trip or vacation.
May suggest a memory of a visit there.
 May suggest that Barcelona holds a personal meaning for your life.

well there you have it, talk to you later guys, take care!! :)

My Disneyland, Dinosaur Amusement Park, Sofia Vergara Dream - 12/30/15

My dreams are pretty weird so i thought it would be cool to kind of showcase them with other people considering i'm not really sure of why these dreams even happen to me.. dreams are very weird, or at least i think so but lately i've had a dream journal in which i put down my dreams in and kind of try to remember to my best ability of what they are and well i thought it would be cool to kind of share it and possibly find some meaning to it. So first off my dream or what i can last remember of it started out with my mom and dad and i going to disneyland, and i remember some of the rides being different from the actual rides in the amusement park, i remember my dad not really wanting to go because he told me that " people keep on dying here", so then we left, and next i saw that my friends had contacted me to let me know that we should go on an adventure of some sorts because they saw people posting pictures of this cool place that was like a dinosaur theme park.



but this wasn't your average dinosaur amusement park because i remember a glacier with a dinosaur on top of it as well as these different types of leg springs


which look like that ^^^^ ... and these leg springs have to be connected to us to simulate a dinosaurs hop because their behind legs are more sprung out and further back than our actual legs can go, and this was an obstacle course in the happenings because we had to survive the dinosaurs that were going to attack us, and on facebook i saw that my friend Harrison posted a graph showing that he was going to take up level 11 as a challenge, which on the picture showed that it was a steep wall that went upwards, and apparently that was the most challenging course of the amusement park.. and finally i then saw a random picture of Sofia Vergara that showed her on a boat but in the picture i saw a fish had went down right in between her boobs and the caption was " Fishy uh oh!!"...



now i'll look up the key terms that i had within this dream and see what this means....

Disneyland - May represent childhood memories relating to a movie or visit to a Disney theme park.
May represent feeling a need for adventure, fun and excitement.
May suggest compensating for a lack of happiness in waking life.
May represent someone you know that resembles or behaves like a Disney character.
May represent an aspect of yourself that behaves like a Disney character.

Dinosaurs - May represent something from your past that has been dug up.
May represent feeling old.
May represent something ancient or very old.
May represent an outdated attitude or way of thinking or being.

Celebrities - May represent the part of you that is like that celebrity or identifies with his/her qualities.
May symbolize what the celebrity is famous or known for and how you relate to those abilities.
May represent your obsession with a certain celebrity that is carrying over into your dreams.
May suggest a wish fulfillment in that you are wanting what they have.

thanks for seeing this guys!!! Take care :)

Korean Drama Review : Twenty Again

So i wanted to do something a bit different, nothing too different from my actual movie reviews and or book reviews but i never shared that i enjoy asian movies and dramas and so on. But i do! I love them, i've watched a lot of asian dramas throughout middle school all the way up to high school but then i wasn't able to really stick with it because of school getting in the way, and i didn't find any drama that really spoke to me or made me feel like it was different from the cliches... but now finally that i'm in college i've regained a love of watching dramas all over again when i discovered this drama called " Twenty Again" the premise of this drama is that an older lady gets to relive her dreams of wanting to go to school since she wasn't able to do so during her 20s, hence the title being twenty again, so it's a drama filled with emotions and filled with self discoveries, it made me sad and happy and angry all at once and the cast that was making this come all alive was just magnificent!! This drama is one that i'll never forget simply because i thought i could relate to it a lot, and i'm glad i watched it at a point in my life that i was trying to discover myself even more, because this definitely did help me out. Regaining experiences and discoveries was a lovely detail of this show, and to see the hardships that Ha No Ra had to go through made it even that much better. Seeing her recover from all of her past experiences really made me reflect on myself, so i recommend this drama to everyone! It's enjoyable and pleasing to anyone that is in school or feels the need to want to experience school through someone else's eyes, as well as finding the positives come deep within the negatives, i love this drama so much, from start to finish, each episode was captivating and i hope you can enjoy it just as much as i did... take care everyone! :)

Amazon Haul: CDs and Bottle

Hey everyone!! I wanted to make a quick amazon haul because i just bought some stuff, which is not a shocker at all... i really love amazon, which isn't good because i keep on spending my money but it's fine... it's alright that i'm treating myself a bit, either ways! let's get started

okay so the first item i got was obviously a cd, because if you don't know, i like collecting cds from artists that i love so i mean that's just kind of a hobby of mine and i like to support the artists that happen to make these for fans so it's a win win situation. This Cd is the 2nd album that The Neighbourhood has put out which is called " Wiped Out!"... and i loveeeeee the neighbourhood, the are easily one of my favorite bands and i have their other cd which is " i love you" and i love that cd as well and i'm already in love with this album.. i'll put a link to the exact page where i bought it  

 --> Wiped Out CD  <--- ... so if you guys would like to purchase it, you can. it costs $11.88 for the cd itself, and shipping and handling comes with it as well. My favorite song from this album would have to be Crybaby or Wiped Out!

here is the second album that i purchased which is actually from another band that i am really loving and is one of my faves as well which is Years & Years.... they are amazing and sound soooooo different and unique within each song and their composition of music is brilliant, so much hard work is shone throughout this album so i really appreciate it, this album is called Communion.. my favorite song from this album would have to be either King or Memo... both amazing, and here's the link to where you can purchase it.. --> Communion CD  <--.  the price for this CD is $9.49 and of course shipping and handling is included. 

the last item that i purchased from amazon is this thermo! It's really cute, it's pretty simple, nothing too crazy it has an elephant because they are my favorite animals and the print says " Elephants, life is beautiful" and i just thought it was really cute and it would be useful for me because i love drinking tea and i would love to bring this along to when i have to go to school, and i'll be going back to school shortly for winter session, and it's a night class so to stay warm i'll bring tea and it will just stay hot in this cup since that is the purpose of using thermos, so i thought it was convenient to get, also the color might not show up that great on the photos but this thermo cup is a teal color, it says its blue, which it is but it's more of a teal color so hopefully you're able to see that.. and here is the link for the cup --> Thermo Cup < -- and the price for this was $8.99 because it's on sale right now... it used to be $14.99 so now it's $8.99 which is great :) and shipping and handling is included like the rest of the products.. hope you liked this haul. i have something else i purchased that was not on amazon though, it's actually a present.. so i'll be sharing that with you guys as well... take care everyone!! :)

Book Review: Will Grayson, Will Grayson

 

Hey everyone sorry that i wasn't ever able to show my previous memories of disneyland or show my haul of amazon, i lost all the pictures i had of them.. and i ended up finishing this book and i've already started on another book which is from my box set of neil gaimans works, and i really like it so far but i've been quite busy because just yesterday i was finally done with my finals, and i knew i said  i would be doing a post each day but i honestly don't know how far along i can go with that, so whenever something interesting happens to me and in my life i'll share with you guys.. so far this book was okay to me... i got really confused because i wasn't sure who was talking at the right moment so that threw me off for most of the book, i did enjoy the story plot around it but it was a bit more confusing for me to even want to enjoy it, but don't let my tastes discourage you from wanting to give this book a chance because it was very funny and whacky on it's own, which i appreciated.