Let's keep it real: May!

Hello everybody! Hope you've had a nice day so far! :) Me and my cousin really liked the idea about the flashback fridays.. it was a really nice touch, so she was telling me yesterday of doing Let's keep it real: May.. and that means that we will share some of our emotions/feelings we've had for the month of may.. since we did that flashback we remembered a lot about that night.. which happened to have some personal outlooks as well. Such as us liking boys... I've had experiences that i would like to share out to you guys because i believe you should know how i am apart from this blog as well. We have to get closer of course!! ;D so with this i give you Let's keep it real: May! theres a lot that i want to get out of my mind... including this one guy i had a big crush on. I won't put a lot of details about him, I'll just tell you the nickname i had for him which was silver.. I always tend to pick out nicknames for boys i like, it can refer to them as who they are or their name.. etc. With that I'll also say I'm too young, i believe to fall in love, haha but he wasn't an ordinary boy that i had a crush on. He was something to me. I dedicated a lot of stuff to him, lets just say, haha this is kind of cheesy but i described him as a rose and i did a few stuff with that rose and said that the thorns represented something of him. I won't say what.. it's too embarassing and personal i would think. Yeah either ways i wanted to just let him go... I've been having dreams of him, I'm not sure why though, i don't talk to him anymore. But i guess i still think of him at times, i can't help it :P A lot has happened this past month, good things, bad things and so on. I just wanted you guys to feel more comfortable with me, sorry that i didn't say much about how i felt about him.. but i don't want to really give away a lot of info about him because i have to respect him as well.. hope you guys liked this, and i hope you didn't think was cheesy like i did! haha :D it's okay if you feel that way though, i don't blame you. Have a nice day everyone!