Overwatch!!!

Are you guys playing overwatch? I am!!! it's a great game and if you guys would like to add me as a friend go ahead : email: yvetterubio25@yahoo.com or my user tag: yvetter45 .... ahhhh i love this game i played the beta of it and it's very fun and addicting and i get competitive and i haven't been that way in a while so it's nice haha :) but i've enjoyed it, i have it on my pc, and it works fine although my laptop isn't like the best but it runs smoothly so i'm happy, but yeah please let me know if you play i would love to play with you guys in any chance i get :D

"Talk About Tag"

So my lovely cousin Carolina told me about this tag and asked if i wanted to do it! Of course i said yes... i'll link her page .... One and Only <----

1. Talk about the first time you watched your favorite movie.  .... Um well it's the Movie The Crow
which the main character is Bruce Lee's son, Brandon Lee... the first time i watched it i was pretty young and i couldn't really remember much of it but i was a bit scared of the makeup he wore, haha but i guess i enjoyed it.

2. Talk about your first kiss. ... My First kiss was in elementary school, it was in second grade but it was an accidental kiss, me and one of my best guy friends bumped our lips into each others lol it was a really innocent kiss

3. Talk about the person you've had the most intense romantic feelings for. ... well i'm not really experienced with relationships, i've been on a couple of dates from here and there and only have been in one relationship which was senior year of highschool, and i talked about him on my podcast as well as my blog a while ago. It lasted for a month, it was a nice relationship, i had such giddy feelings for him, and i felt butterflies every time i hung out with him so yeah that's someone i've had pretty romantic feelings even though we didn't last long :)

4. Talk about the thing you regret most so far. ... right now i can't really think of something i regretted, it's a cliche to say but i don't regret anything, it's happened it's in the past and it's an experience and i grow from it!

5. Talk about the best birthday you've ever had. ... hmmmm... i guess having my cousins over for my bday was a really cool time, we used to always see each other on our birthdays

6. Talk about the worst birthday you've ever had. ... um well apparently when i was younger i wanted to get like a special free desert for my bday from the chili pepper, we go there all the time... but i ended up not liking the desert because it wasn't the same thing they gave my brother which was cool lol

7. Talk about your biggest insecurity. ... my biggest insecurity would have to be my anxiety, i can talk about it and share my feelings but sometimes it sucks because it's my own weakness

8. Talk about the thing you are most proud of. ... I am most proud of the fact that i am pretty nice in general to people, i take a lot of pride to be a kind person and treat everyone with respect until i feel as though they don't deserve it.

9. Talk about the little things on your body that you like the most. ... I like the birthmarks i have around my body, i have a little brown dot on my face, some on my hands, i think they are cute! i like my mouth lol it's pretty small but pouty

10. Talk about the biggest fight you've ever had. ... it was with my best friend since elementary school, it came to a time that i just couldn't really be friends with her anymore for various reasons, so i just left, and i know that looks bad on my part, we are okay now, no hard feelings but i don't mind if i do talk to her or not, it's whatever.

11. Talk about the best dream you've ever had. ... Oh gosh... i've had sooooo many dreams, countless of ones i can remember and others that i can't, i think for right now i'll say this one, i really like the dream i had with this guy i'm going on a date with, in my dream we went to disneyland, tried to ride all the rides, held hands, saw the fire works show, and kissed, it was a very simple dream compared to my weird and whacky ones but i enjoyed it :)

12. Talk about the worst dream you've ever had. ... the worst dream i've ever had for sure had to be a nightmare i had of my house burning down, i woke up to a fire starting in the kitchen, i went downstairs and woke up my brother and then i went upstairs to tell my parents and other brother that we should get out of the house because it's on fire, but my brother went back to sleep and he died from the smoke of the fire, so i had to save everyone else but it the end i couldn't and i died shortly after.

13. Talk about the first time you had sex/ how you imagine your first time. ... i imagine my first time to be uncomfortable, not because i'm "insecure" about my body, but because it will be my first time and it will most likely hurt to do intercourse lol

14. Talk about a vacation. ... Ah i went to Puerto Rico, lol the plane ride there i had a panic attack and felt like throwing up because i haven't been on a plane since a long time so i got nervous. but the trip was beautiful, everything from the rain forest to just the location of the hotel, the pools, the beaches, the people, everything was amazing.

15. Talk about the time you were most content in life. ... i was most content recently, because i've learned to finally love myself despite all my imperfections and or flaws, especially my mental disorder lol but i've learn to truly love myself for who i've become as a young woman.

16. Talk about the best party you've ever been to. ... oh come on, Caro are you going to say the same as me ;) lol Maira's wedding was just unbelievable.. i loved everything, the decoration, the dancing, seeing you, getting to drink those shirley temples and feeling drunk?! did he spike our drinks? ;D lol but gosh that was an experience and it's a shame i can't really describe it for what it was but just wonderful

17. Talk about someone you want to be friends with. ... I want to be friends any of caro' s friends lol i think it would be cool just to meet any of them

18. Talk about something that happened in elementary school. ... well i remember once i had like a free demo in my mailbox, and i went to give it to my crush... lol jacob where you at? and he loved me for it, well i thought he did hahaha!! but he really was thankful for it and i was like a pretty cool girl for giving it to him and all the guys were jealous that i didn't give it to them

19. Talk about something that happened in middle school. ... i had the swine flu lol that was the most memorable memories i've had from middle school lol which is bad, middle school was whatever, but i had the swine flu, i got it from someone at school, i threw up a lot lol it was like a regular flu and the time that i had it, it wasn't severe anymore to the point that it could kill me, it just made me throw up and i remember getting a call from my friends and my friend asked " you're not dead? we all thought you were going to die. yvette why aren't you dead?" lol why did my friends ask that? lol

20. Talk about something that happened in high school. ... Grad night was really memorable for me, i had a great time going to grad night with all of my close girlfriends, we went to some rides, we didn't go to a crazy amount, but we had a blast, i remember dancing with them, acting silly, i cried with one of my best friends danielle, because she felt a bit sad at the end of the day, there was a lot on her mind, and so she told me and i listened, and listening helped... and i gave her a big hug.. and we cried, and although it was a sad moment, it was a great one because we became closer with each other,, it was beautiful at the moment, and i love her to death :)

well guys i completed the first 20 questions of the tag i will do the other 20 another day, hopefully not too long :) take care and thank you again Caro for suggesting this tag to me, i love you, and you guys better check her out, she's amazing <3

Spring Classes

Hey guys i just wanted to make an update as to what i'm busy with, i'm still reading Killjoy and i love it so i'm busy with that and i'll be making another currently reading soon, probably next week since my book isn't due until march 4th. I wanted to talk about the Spring Classes that i'm taking, i'm taking Psychology 8 which is social psychology and i am taking it with a professor that i had the last time i had psych, i love that professor so i thought of taking her class again. I have math, which is meh because it's not something i personally like, but i have a great teacher so that makes up for it, and the last class i have is english and i wanted the same professor i had last time but turns out she isn't teaching for this semester so i decided to get someone new and she seems nice and hard working so i hope i'll be able to like her and the way she teaches, so yeah i've been busy with school but i do want to at least make a post each week from now on whether it's just something that happened in my life or a currently reading post, but either way i just want to keep this updated throughout my life and see where i can from now on, now that this is a new school year and new possibilities and new lessons, so i hope you guys take care and i'll talk to you all soon! :)

Currently Reading: Killjoy by Julie Garwood

Hello everyone!! I went to my public library and picked this up :)

Description: Her razor-sharp mind and ability to decipher evidence have made Avery Delaney an expert crime analyst for the FBI. Now she will have to use every one of her skills on a case that hits painfully close to home. Avery's beloved aunt Carolyn was on her way to a posh spa in the Colorado mountains. But she never arrived. With scant clues and fewer resources, Avery must track down Carolyn-- and outmaneuver a brilliant killer name Monk, who is part of an elaborate plot of madness and lethal vengeance.

Where to buy: Killjoy <--- so on this website it costs $1.00 for a hardcover version of it, but the shipping cost is $4.00 so of course the overall cost is $5.00, which still is not too bad if you are interested in it :) i got mine for free because of course i'm renting it from my library, so if you're able to also find this at your local library then you can just read it for free!!

Stepping on Roses 1 & 2: omggggg i am already in love with this series and i've only read 2 of the volumes out of 9..... oh gosh, it's everything i personally look forward into a manga series, romantic comedy and just frustration of these characters not liking each other at first but then of course they end up falling in love with each other either ways.. man i hate to love it!! :D such a cute series and it's really funny, it's definitely something i recommend for people that love the cutesy romantic comedy type of mangas, i can't wait to read the other ones soon!!

Well thank you guys for viewing this and i'll talk to you all soon!! Take care guys :)

Currently Reading: Stepping on Roses Volume 1 & 2 by Rinko Ueda

    

Hey guys so now i am currently reading Stepping on Roses Volume 1 & 2, and sadly i did not finish The Midnight Club by James Patterson, i didn't want to finish it because i wasn't enjoying it, and i know other people like to finish the book regardless of what they think about it, but i'm not one of those people, and i commend the people that are willing to do that because once i'm not interested in a book then i won't read it anymore. With that being said let's go onto this series, for this one i will be reading two volumes at a time because i don't think it's a finished series, and i want to take time reading these and then switching off to other books that i find at the library or that i have at home, so for right now i'll be taking turns, i'll still give a quick review of these books once i finish the two volumes that i will read. I'll give a short review since i am not going to be completely done with th whole series at a get go.

Description: Poor Sumi Kitamura.... Her irresponsible older brother Eisuke keeps bringing home orphans for her to take care of even though they can barely afford their own basic needs! Just when Sumi's financial problems become dire, wealthy Soichiro Ashida enters her life with a bizarre proposition: he'll provide her with the money she so desperately needs if she agrees to marry him. But can Sumi fool high society into thinking she's a proper lady? Moreover, is it worth giving up everything for this sham of a marriage?

Where to buy: personally i bought mine on my nook, i bought both of them and each cost $4.49 but when i look at other websites it's a bit pricier i guess because it's the physical book itself, Stepping on Roses  <---- so on amazon there are different prices for different qualities, so the first one costs $15.49 with $3.99 of shipping and handling so altogether it would cost $19.48 for the book

Hope you guys enjoyed this and i'll update you guys soon once im finished with these and once i get a new book to read :)

Sunrise

Sunrise coming out of shore, never once and never more.. it's golden glare reflects the sky and that is why i'll always remember you Sunrise. They always tell me to see you every chance i get because i'm never sure of what simple bliss i've met when i see you. Blue as the sky and as yellow as my heart because it keeps on shining with all its might, even though it keeps getting weighed down on. But never you sunrise, because you tend to rise above the rest for all of them to grasp in comfort in. That is why i'll always remember you sunrise, even until the day that i might die.

I hoped you guys enjoyed this little poem, i did it freely just now and thought it would be nice to give myself a picture from the internet to look at and create a story out of it, and i think it's beautiful to see how people comprehend pictures in their own way, and this is the way i comprehended this photo, take care everyone

Currently Reading: The Midnight Club by James Patterson

I just finished A little something different, so if you want to see my review then wait till the end of this post :)

Description: Nobody knows the underbelly of the city of like New York cop John Stefanovitch. He's out to get Alexandre St- Germain, the most powerful member of the Midnight Club -- a secret international society of ruthless crime czars, all of whom are ' respectable' businessmen.
And Stef's the ideal man for the job-- until he's leveled by a blast from St. Germain's shotgun and left for dead. Now, Stef is back, wheelchair bound, yet sworn to destroy St. Germain.
With the help of a beautiful journalist and a Harlem cop, Stef is determined to crack the Midnight Club. And he's up against odds that are unknown as they are deadly!

Where to buy it: The Midnight Club <-- you can find it on amazon as a used book for just $3. 98

A Little Something Different: this book does fit it's title because it is something a little different, with the whole perspective change from 14 characters and i found it very nicely done, it wasn't confusing nor was it ever boring, it was a fun simple read and very cutesy, it reminded me a lot of fangirl, which i have also read and put up a review here, because it takes place in college with two people falling in love with each other, but even though they had some similarities they were both executed differently with their styles of writing, i really enjoyed reading this book and getting to find myself become giggly at some points because this couple was super duper cute, i would recommend this book to anyone who wants to read a book similar to fangirl as well as wanting to read something that will make them laugh and smile throughout it.

Well thanks everyone who looked through this and i'll talk to you guys later when i find something else to read, take care guys!! :)

Mixed Emotions - I like a best friend of mine

I have very mixed emotions when it comes to my feelings for someone that is very close to me, if you saw my " Curious Questions Tag" you would've seen that there were a few questions asking if you're interested in anyone and so on, and at the time i wasn't really sure, and to be honest i'm still not sure, it's very scary because i have this constant reminder of liking a best friend of mine for a while now and every time that i do get a chance to meet up with this person i feel a bit shy and timid when i'm around them face to face, because i feel so vulnerable at the moment and i think to myself " oh gosh yvette don't act out of place or then he will find out you like him" but at the same time if i don't see this person for a while then my mind is content and i seem to kind of forget about liking them at that moment, it's very weird and i'm not so sure if i'm making any sense and if any person can actually relate to how i'm feeling right now. At times i just think of when i'm going to blurt out " I LIKE YOU!!!!!" but then time and time comes and i don't all i do is wonder, and look i've done this before, my ex was a best friend of mine, and it didn't work out clearly, i think i had more feelings for him than he did for me which is fine but ever since i haven't really talked to him like i used to anymore, and he was a really good friend of mine, usually when something happened to me i knew i could trust him and let him know how i felt in the moment and he was always so supportive and always gave me words of encouragement and just positive thoughts to help ease me and i loved that, but now when something happens, i don't go to him, we don't talk as often, i've dealt with it once, and i'm afraid it'll happen again.. we shall see what happens, i'll keep you updated if anything else in my love life happens from here out, take care guys

Currently Reading: A Little Something Different by Sandy Hall

Hello everyone! I know what you're thinking, i didn't do a book review for Deliver us from evil by ernestina sodi, but actually i thought instead of making another post for it i would just include it each time i'm about to read something new, so in this case i'm currently starting to read this book so at the end i'll share my thoughts on the last book i read, i hope it doesn't get too confusing but um let's go! So this book is called A Little Something Different and it is by Sandy Hall, and on the cover it says that it has fourteen viewpoints around one love story. So let me share some background on this book

Description: The creative writing teacher, the delivery guy, the local Starbucks baristas, his best friend, her roommate, and the squirrel in the park all have one thing in common --- they believe that Gabe and Lea should get together. Lea and Gabe are in the same creative writing class. They get the same pop culture references, order the same Chinese food, and hang out in the same places. Unfortunately, Lea is reserved, Gabe has issues, and despite their initial mutual crush, it looks like they are never going to work things out. But somehow even when nothing is going on, something is happening between them, and everyone can see it. Their creative writing teacher pushes them together. The baristas at Starbucks watch their relationship like a TV show. Their bus driver tells his wife about them. The waitress at the diner automatically seats them together. Even the squirrel who lives on the college green believes in their relationship. Surely Gabe and Lea will figure out that they are meant to be together.....

Where to buy it: A Little Something Different  <--- click on the link and you will see that on this website you'll be able to get this book in paperback for $6.78.. i have the ebook of this and it cost about like $7.

 Deliver Us From Evil: and now i will talk about the last book i read, man oh man... that book was really good, captivating and very interesting to see the own author's viewpoint on all this madness since this personally happened to her, and it's remarkable to think that she would have enough strength to want to share this story and write a book about her experience because i'm sure she had to relive that experience over and over again while writing and editing this book, i really enjoyed this book, it's a very easy and quick read and it's very fast paced but yet leaves you a lingering feeling as you read it as though you can feel what she is feeling at that very moment, i enjoyed it a lot and i hope to see more from her and if she has other stories to share than i'll read those as well

Well thanks everyone for viewing this and i hope you all have a wonderful night! Take care guys!! :)

Story Time: I Can't Seem To Get My Driver's License

So i've decided that i wanted to share a story that maybe most people wouldn't want to share because maybe they're embarrassed or ashamed, and although i admit i did feel embarrassed the first experience with this happening, now i've just looked at this as a learning experience and that is why i decided i wanted to share this with possibly more people to see, so just as for background... cars and me don't mix well, i didn't learn how to drive until probably the middle of 2015, i was probably still 17 which isn't a bad age or anything but most people around that age know how to drive and have a permit of some sort, well i toke a bit longer to confront cars and driving because to be honest i was scared.. i have bad anxiety when it comes to cars because i know for a fact it's the most common way of death, like no doubt, what do we hear more often of... getting eaten alive by a shark, or dying in a car accident?... i think you get my point, so i dealt with major anxiety towards driving and toke some time to develop a comfortable environment from it, once i felt comfortable enough i went to the dmv, as anyone else would, passed my permit, yay.. now for driving tests... well you see i failed my first one for a major error, which was backing up, i won't get into details because this will be super long, but either ways i failed, i didn't think too much of it, because oh well i can take it again another time no worries :) i went the second time... ah i thought i was going to pass because i gained more experience since the last time, and i know what to expect on the test now... but sadly i did not pass, another critical error done by me, this time i really beat myself up because i was soooo disappointed with myself and knowing that i could've passed because i already knew what i should! and so i cried and i hated myself for a while because of it, and it wasn't so much of the rejection feeling anymore, it was actually knowing the fact that my anxiety would not let me do the stuff i wanted to do, and i know i shouldn't be using my mental disorder as an excuse but the feeling of being constantly anxious of different matters really takes a toll on me, and each time i tried taking this driving test i would have a really sharp sinking feeling and i would eventually get little panic attacks from it because i'm so dang nervous! well then either ways next time comes around and its the third time i've taken this driving test, and i felt really confident, i failed twice.. cool but now i learned from it and i'll succeed this day... but guess what? i didn't.. i failed once again, and from what? a critical error, ah yes, my friend enemy, at this point i am just in tears asking myself why? how can you do this? and looking back i just laugh at this because it's very dramatic and it doesn't matter anymore, but at that time i felt very upset with myself, not blaming others but just blaming myself because i was the one who made these stupid mistakes, the ride home from the dmv was always a drag because i just would constantly reflect on the stupid mistakes i've made and cry and cry and cry, and every time my mom would consult me and tell me not to cry and the last time this happened she told me " don't cry, the only thing you can take away from this is knowing that okay you failed but the only loss you had of this was the loss of time and money, thats it! nothing more is lost from this experience, all you lost was your value of time in the day to come over here in the morning and a bit of money each time we visit" and that is when i drew the line from myself. I constantly was putting myself down each time more and more each time that i had failed but now i drew a line and told myself to never do that again because my mom is right the only thing i lost from this was time and money, and i realized what is the big rush to getting a drivers license? i'm still young, i live with my parents, i go to school, it would be easier if i did have a drivers license but then again, the car that i'm going to have is my mom's car but she is still currently using it so even if i did have my drivers license she would still have to come with me because she is using that same car as well until she can get a new one, so the lesson of the day is, don't beat yourself up for the silly actions that come with because nothing is ever as valuable as you are, these are all materialistic values and nothing more, so if you happened to lose your keys to your house, or get something stolen or not pass a driving test, it doesn't matter, sure it hurts but in the end of the day knowing that you have a loving family, a safe place to call home, well then.. you have it all.. thank you for spending the time with me to view this and i hope you all have a wonderful day, take care!! :)

My Night Time Routine!

Hello everyone!! I decided that i wanted to show you guys what i do for a night time routine, although i'm not going to bed anytime soon i thought it would be nice to just show, my routine is pretty basic so we might have a lot of the same preparation steps but it was fun to do so i'm not complaining :)

So first off i like to take a shower in the night, because i believe that it helps relax and wind me down in order to go to bed, i don't always shower at night but it is my preference!

These are the products that i used this night which from left to right is my Bath and Body Works body mist/ spray and it's scent is Plumeria, i have next to it a Bath and Body Works body lotion in the scent Apple Blossom and Lavender and next to that is a type of serum that i put on my hair after i get out of the shower and it's called infusium 23 and it helps to repair and renew split ends and color treated hair. Next to that i have my Rise By Beyonce and it's just a shower gel :) and of course my hair brush to brush my hair afterwards 

after i get out of the shower and put all the products on my body and hair i then put on the end of my hair an hair elixir that is by Garnier Fructis  and it's use is for color treated hair 

Here is my wet hair after the shower lol, i wanted to show some of my highlights that i have at the ends of my hair because that is why i use the product i showed above, since i have highlights throughout my hair i decided to put the hair elixir throughout the ends because now that my hair has grown out more all of my highlights are now towards the bottom of my hair. 

afterwards i go on and wash my face with this Clean & Clear essentials foaming facial cleanser, it's pretty basic, nothing too fancy and the only con to this is that your face dries up after using this product so i advise you all to put on moisturizer afterwards if you use this product 

and here's a picture of me with the cleanser on my face, and the bottle says that it's a foaming cleanser but as you can see on my face, there is not much foam action going on lol it's more of just a subtle lather. 

 after i wash my face i then get a cotton round, which you can find at any store and they are cheap as well, and i take the cotton round and put a little bit of witch hazel onto the cotton round and put it all over my face, and it kind of acts as a toner and it helps with wayyyy more stuff like scars or scrapes or mosquito bites, seriously witch hazel is good for a lot of stuff so i recommend it :) 

I'm almost done with my face woot woot, the last product is just something i personally like to put on, it's a hydrocortisone cream and it's main use is like for rashes or scrapes because its an anti-itch cream but i use it as a blemish cream where i can apply it to the blemishes i have on my skin and keep it on overnight, and its crazy to think but this stuff works awesomely!!! it reduces redness and helps to shrink it down, so go get some! plus you can use it for other purposes like the witch hazel i showed 

Last but not least, after i wash my face and brush my teeth i like to end off my day by reading the book that i'm reading at the time and if i don't read that night i usually play a quick game on my nintendo ds and it just helps me get into the habit of knowing that it's now time to sleep, reading for me helps me relax and settle down at night so i usually prefer to read at night with some classical music playing in the background! but of course if i'm not able to then maybe i would play a game, well guys that was my whole night time routine that i usually do on a basis, some nights might be different, depending on if i'm too tired or awake, it fluctuates but it was nice and fun to create this nonetheless and i hope you have a great night and i hope to see you all very soon :) Take care guys!! 

Currently Reading: Deliver Us From Evil By Ernestina Sodi

 

Sorry that there isn't really a great picture of this book but that is what i could find so far, but i wanted to let you guys know what book i'm reading right now at this moment and i'm almost done with it as well so of course i'll be doing a book review and well this book is about the author herself and her story with being kidnapped along with her sister and it's also known as one of the most famous kidnappings as well, i got my book from the last bookstore and i got it for about maybe $4-6, i'm not too sure of how much it really costed but that is what i can remember of it, I have a love for true crime books so whenever i do see some great ones at stores it's pretty hard to resist in buying it, if you want to purchase it yourself, you can.. i'll give you guys the description that comes with the book so you know whether or not it interests you.

Description : Every year, an estimated 5,000 people are kidnapped for ransom in Mexico. Since few kidnappings are ever reported to police for fear of reprisals, the terrifying ordeal that survivors endure has remained a mystery-- until now. On September 22, 2002, Mexican writer Ernestina Sodi and her sister, actress Laura Zapata, were kidnapped at gunpoint in Mexico city. Both victims are members of the prominent Sodi family; their younger sister is Thalia, an international pop sensation, and the wife of billionaire music mogul Tommy Mottola. Tragically, it was Mattola's glaring fortune which caught the attention of the abductors, making their kidnapping the most widely publicized in recent memory.

Where to buy it: I found a book comparison website to help me see if you wanted to buy this book then i would find the cheapest available source and i found that at Half.com it is sold for just $0.75 cents.. which is crazy and they claim it's in good condition as well, not bad at all. I'll leave the link to the website so you can check it out if you want to... Half.com <-- there you go

I hope you guys have a wonderful day and i think i'll post another post later in the night as well :) but take care guys!!

Society6

I wanted to share a website that i found recently which really surprises me that it's taken this long for to find something like this because it's beautiful and it's called Society6 and it's a website where independent artists can share their art and sell it as well with many different ways such as a mug, a canvas print, a phone case, a pillow,  a blanket and a tote bag and much more and i wanted to share some of my favorite pieces that i've seen in each category, and each thing that you buy directly goes to the artist you bought it off from which is amazing!!! Society6  <--- this is the website page :)



This piece is called Marianna and it's designed by Ruben Ireland and this piece is an art print and a mini costs about $18, and of course there are other sizes for this print. Marianna <-- go check out the piece on the website for more info.



Here is a canvas print which is named Journeying Spirit ( deer) by Mat Miller which costs $85 for a small print... Journeying Spirit (deer) <--- here is the page for it



They even have some wall tapestries and this one is called the Zodiac Star Map by FromFloralWithLove and this costs $79.00 ... Zodiac Star Map <-- here is the page


I adore this next item which is a nope pillow lol this is called Nope and it's by Gemma Correll and it costs $20.00 ... Nope. <-- here is where you can find it



here is an iphone case that is real marble black and it's by Grace and it costs $35 .. Real marble black <-- here is where to find it


I love this tote bagggggggg it's called whole lotta horror and it's by Josh Ln and it costs $22 ... Whole Lotta Horror <-- here is the page



here is a men's tshirt and this is called Hero-glyphics: The Force and it's by Josh Ln as well and it costs $22 as well and here is where to find it --> Hero- glyphics

Thank you for seeing this guys, i hope you're able to support these wonderful artists and view some more art in the future, i would love to see other websites that i can support and show up here so you guys can check them out as well!! :) Take care

Curious Questions Tag

My Lovely cousin Carolina tagged me in this tag which is called The Curious Questions tag and she found it off of tumblr but here i'll give you guys a link to check out her post as well as her blog overall Carolina's Curious Questions Post  so please go check out that out because i love everything my cousin has made on her blogpost, she puts so much effort into her blog and i adore it so much!! Well let's begin?!

1. Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette? 
Yes i could! i've never wanted to smoke, i don't find it appealing and i also don't want to have cancer... so nope!!!

2. Are you single/ taken/ heartbroken/ confused? 
ah this is a good question, you know i am single and i want to say i'm not interested in anyone but whenever i see this person i feel as though i'm interested, it's constantly off and on though... so i'm confused haha!! :')

3. What if I told you that you were pretty?
Well i would say thank you, but then again who is asking this question??... are you cute? ;) can i have your number?.. i'll stop. 

4. Ever been told "it's not you, it's me?''
This is basically story of my life, every person that has rejected me whether i like someone or i'm dating them has said something similar to this, so yeah i'm a pro at that expression.. lol 

5. Are you interested in anyone right now? 
Ughhhh i don't even know, number 2 kind of explains that, but basically maybe i am but then again i confuse my feelings a lot, or so i've noticed with previous encounters haha 

6. What are you looking forward to in the next year? 
Being able to create more art, expressing myself more and meeting some awesome people :) And hopefully revisiting some old friendships as well

7. Do you want to be single? 
For right now yes, i would like to be single and kind of just discover more about myself, i always feel like i say that a lot but i mean it, soooo much to discover with myself and work on, but if something were to happen i wouldn't reject it either, i'll let it happen happily, as people should :) 

8. Did you go out or stay in last night? 
Well i went to eat with my parents during the day around lunch time, and then i just stayed in my house trying to figure out my class schedule for the spring session

9. How late did you stay up last night? 
Hm i'm not too sure, maybe 12 or 1? 

10. Can you recall the last time you like someone a lot? 
Someone that i liked a lot was my ex bf, from highschool, since then i haven't really liked someone in a passionate way if that makes sense, but i've had little crushes here and there.

11. Last three things you had to drink? 
Water, Lemon Iced tea, and probably more water :)

12. Have you pretended to like someone? 
Yes i have, with the last people i went on a date with, which was a while back, i don't think i was aware of my feelings at that time so i had to stop it and i let him go for the best 

13. Have you ever told somebody you loved them and not actually meant it? 
Um i don't think so, i love a lot of people as friends and as people, so when i say it i mean it in that context. For relationships, well maybe the last guy i dated, he said i love you a lot to me, and i replied back as well but love at that moment for me was more as a friend than something else if that makes sense 

14. Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the last three months? 
;) .... no they haven't lol i'm a loner.

15. Is it hard for you to get over someone? 
I think it depends, if i truly liked and cared for that relationship then of course yes, but um that's why i had a problem with the person i last dated, they get over things soooo quickly and that' s not how i am, even though i didn't really like him i still felt a bit sad a couple of weeks later, where in his case he completely forgot anything had happened between us 

16. Think back five months ago, were you single? 
Technically yes, i was just casually dating but nothing too serious 

17. What were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon? 
I was probably reading 

18. Hold hands with anyone this week? 
Nope!

19. Could you go the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?
Hm, no i don't think so, i'm not too crazy about alcohol but i think i would like an occasional drink or two once in a while, my mom is the same way 

20. What would you name your future daughter? 
Leta, i've always adored that name as well as Anaya, i didn't know it was my grandmas name,i never got a chance to meet her when i was older because she passed, but um i think it's a beautiful name 

21. Do you miss anyone? 
Of course, i miss my cousin Carolina!! :) and i miss some of my other friends that i haven't seen in a while 

22. Have you kissed three or more people in one night? 
haha!!! i don't have game like that, so no.. I'm a dweeb 

23. Did you last kiss take place in/on a bed? 
No it took place at an amusement park 

24. Are you good at hiding your feelings? 
Ah yes i am, i'm trying to work on that and be more expressive, i'm doing well though i promise :) 

25. Have you ever cried from being so mad? 
lol I have, and it wasn't from being made at someone else, i was mad at myself 

26. Who did you last see in person? 
I always see my mom so i won't count that, um i saw my friend brian last 

27. Are you listening to music right now? 
Yes i am! It's dean - put my hands on you 

28. What is something you currently want? 
I want some cute school supplies, like cute stationary and pencils... i don't know i just adore that type of stuff 

29. What is the last thing you said out loud?
I asked my bro if he was sick lol 

30. How is your heart lately? 
My heart has been fine, my mind.. that's a different story 

31. Do you wear the hood on your hoodie? 
Rarely, i usually wear it if it's raining, other than that then no 

32. Are you wearing socks? 
No i like being barefoot a lot of the time when i'm at my house 

33. What do people call you? 
Usually just Yvette or yvetter because of my usernames sometimes it's just a nickname that my friends use, also mama bear and i'm known for my last name, Rubio 

34. Will you talk to the person you like tonight? 
I doubt it 

35. Are there any stressful situations in you life? 
Um so far not really, just um i guess my anxiety it's been rising lately 

36. Who did you last share a bed with? 
Just me, myself, and I 

37. Did you do something bad today? 
I don't think so, or maybe i did and i just don't know, i guess we will never find out!

38. When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you? 
Um probably friday 

39. Do you get stressed out easily? 
Yeah over really silly things as well, my anxiety doesn't help me out at all 

40. Will you sing today? 
Bish pleaseeee, i sing everyday, i make my life into songs sometimes and just make a theme song for everything lol 

41. Have you ever wanted to sell something but didn't? 
Not really 

42. Who do you go to when you need to talk to someone? 
My cousin Carolina :) and Danielle or Naz, basically my girl friends that i have 

43. Have you ever been taken to the emergency room in an ambulance? 
No i haven't and i'm really glad i haven't but i do think about it a lot 

44. What are you listening to right now? 
San E - story of someone i know, he's a korean rapper/ singer 

45. What is wrong with you right now? 
My mind is what is wrong, my mental state is all over the place but i'm doing well :D

46. What is on your wrists right now? 
On my left inner wrist is my tattoo lol and my right wrist i have my little elephant bracelet, because i love elephants 

47. Where did you get the shirt/sweatshirt you're wearing? 
From Relay for life when i went to my cousins a while back 

48. What do you like better: hot chocolate or hot apple cider? 
Hot chocolate, i've never tried hot apple cider 

49. Do you make wishes at 11:11? 
Yeah if i see that it's 11:11 

50. Are you a good artist? 
I think i am a growing artist, i will constantly improve :)

51. Love really is a beautiful thing huh? 
I agree with what my cousin said, if it's reciprocated, because it's true!! lol who wants to be on a one ended relationship? not me.. better love me boyyyyy

52. Do you miss the way things were six months ago? 
Yes and no, yes for the memories and no for the growth that has happened to me 

53. Ever been on a golf cart? 
No i haven't!! I would love to though 

54. Do you have trust issues? 
Um no i don't, no one has led me to having trust issues 

55. Ever stayed up all night on the phone, with who? 
Maybe just my cousin Carolina :) like through facetime 

56. Do you use chap stick? 
Yes i do! it's a must for me 

57. Have you ever slapped someone in the face? 
Yeah but it was a playful slap nothing harmful 

58. Do you have a little sister? 
No i'm the baby girl... and i wouldn't want a little sister lol i'm fine as it is 

59. Have you ever been to New York? 
No i haven't! I've wanted to go for the longest time i could remember, maybe one day i will :)

I hope you all enjoyed this! I enjoyed doing it and please go over to my cousins blog to see her responses, they are very interesting! Go spread some love, take care guys :) 

I Want To Be More Social

Hey everyone! I wanted to share something real quick, and this is a little problem that i've been having, it isn't too bad but i think it should be discussed. I want to be more social, it sounds funny but it's something that i'm struggling with and it's something that is soooo important especially being in college, being surrounded by a good group of friends or people to help you and socialize with is beautiful and i miss that feeling, lately i've loved being miss independent where i'm focused on myself and my studies and i'm loving myself more and more which don't get me wrong is beautiful on its own but i would like to make myself more available to the people around me that are in and outside of my class so i'm able to have a social life, and i do kind of have one, not really i've only been really hanging out with people from highschool and although that's great to see them again and always converse with them i want to kind of break free from the past and be able to set a new ground and see new people and explore new outcomes that i would get out of these new peoples, bleh.. i will make it happen! I've met some great people already that are in my winter class so there are some improvements and i'm hoping in spring it'll be even bigger and better, thank you for looking at this guys! I honestly thought i should just get this off my chest, so thank you and take care :)